AdMiT*dEfEaT*cOnQuEr*

its been months since ive posted,but i dont think it matters.everyone is myspace whores now and live journal got neglected,but wether anyone ever reads my post or not its nice to be able to write.laci had my lj tied up for a while but now that i have it back im sure ill post quite often.I usually make my post about my life and what i think sucks about it at the time and all my troubles and tears and sorrows,but ive decided im not going to do that anymore.everyone has struggles in their lives,but theres really no reason to dwell on them it only makes things worse and if ive learned anything the past 3 months that would be one of the most important things.ive also learned that you and you alone are the only person who truly knows the measure of your smile and how to bring one to your face everyday,and if you have yourself who needs the world.you as a person are the greatest thing that could ever happen to you.we were all given the ability to achieve happiness naturally without a boyfriend without a girlfriend,anything,and i think more people need to come to that realization.theres too much sadness and depression,and heartache over nothing.ive been in love,ive had my heart broken,had friends who were anything but,and struggled with self acceptance like many people have,And until recently i hadnt really thought about how i was able to defeat my heartache and sadness.it was me.only me.friends are comforting but in the end i was the one who pulled myself through everything and picked myself up again and life moved on.I wont go into detail for any who dont know my story but all i can say is life beats on and so does my heart and each day i grow stronger.i guess the point im trying to get across is dont ever let anyone get you so down you lose hope or faith in anything.lift your head up look in the mirror and smile because thats all you need to keep moving on.